Saturday, October 15, 2011

Basket-Case

Lately I haven't been able to muster up the motivation to write about anything. Most likely it's due to the fact that I've been in my head and unable to recognize great moments that are totally blog-worthy.

It's tragic when we get caught up in the circumstance and are so full of emotion, that we miss the beauty and shimmer of life. I've been so down-in-the-dumps these past couple weeks that I am giving up opportunities to see the joy and light of life.

In full honesty, we've been undergoing a lot of change and being the type of person who processes/dwells on things, it takes me time to get over the hill. In addition, Matt has been working so much... too much. This girl misses her friend!

Anywho... I can't write about it too much, or I'll get all emotional. Gotta push forward (and drink more!). Seriously... wrangling a toddler these days is gonna push me into full-blown alcoholism. I'm not even kidding.

That being said, I'll do my best to remain attentive to the simple joys in my day and focus on the positive. I'll share it too... so you all don't think I'm just a basket-case who always feels sorry for herself (because, you might be right).

1 comment:

  1. I know what you mean. God's really taking things out of my control right now, which makes me frustrated. I recognize there is no better person to trust my present and future with, but it's still difficult not being apprised of the plan.

    Oh... and that toddler thing. Yikes! I get that too. Liam is displaying more and more "2" like behavior. Screaming, throwing, hitting, fits on the floor. *sigh* I'm afraid this behavior will continue through the teenage years.

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